It was a normal night, but when I checked my email, everything took a dive. I received two emails from the Authors Guild website contact form, from a Laura, with one email that said "Writing." Then, the second email by the same author name, Laura, that said, "STOP IT." I gathered that the person wanted me to stop writing, for some reason of her own thinking.
I realized that life has gone bad for that person that she had to go to my website and tried to put me down and to shun my light.
For the purpose of this post, I will refer to Laura as a she and because just as a genderized name.
I was not at all hurt by it, instead I felt stronger because of it. Normally, when I was weaker, I would be devastated by it, but not this time. since Laura had no idea who I am.
I am wonderfully made and perfectly made to be in my shoes and with my talents.
I am designed to be a writer, with the skills and desires to compose and write from the simplest prose to most wonderful sentences, paragraphs, stories and books.
I am purely beautiful in my heart, mind, soul and even my wishes are so purely desirable by God.
I am checked by Jesus at all times, guided and steered to perfection and loved to no end, and it is just a matter of my good choices.
I am a fountain of love pouring blessings into my life and into those surrounding me.
I am a conqueror who had to overcome some challenges that didn't stop me.
I am envied by Laura and her comrades who has no idea who I am, because they are sorry people who have no purpose or goals in life out of their own comfort.
I am an optimist of the future of my fate, and of my loved ones and my darlings who I love, and I am their keeper.
I am made to succeed and to be happy, no matter what the circumstances may be and how many dollars I earn, it is in the joy and satisfaction of my life.
I am made by God, pH balanced by Heaven.
I am made to perfection by the Holy Spirit, and loved by angels and even demons cannot hinder me.
I am a brilliant creative woman with the imagination to write and to create stories that grasp and inspire.
I am a beautiful aunt and sister and daughter of a gorgeous family who loves me.
I am a community of people who love to write and love to capture the billions of words mended together to lift hopes and dream dreams.
I am a genius of everything I am making and creating.
I am kind, so loveable and loved by the Holy Spirit, God, and the Son of God, Jesus.
I am a survivor, a gorgeous human being who overcame tragic trauma and hospitalizations that no one should compare their walks with mine.
I am a duly noted woman who surrendered all of her life to God at the feet of the cross that whomever crossed my path shouldn't compare to me.
I am joy incarnate from the anguish that bereft me whence I was humiliated and raped by the perpetrators who hurt me, yet I am joy, still am, and wlll always be.
I am no one you should mess with when it comes to my life and my writing because I have the full divine right to become who I wish to be.
I am with a zillion other writers who deserve our voices to be heard, and I am one of them and they are one of me and we all are together.
So you see, Laura, what you wish cannot be done, because I am also with the writers and voices of the world who have our own creative minds. What you demanded cannot be manifested. Simply because I was made from the start with the particles of the ocean vast and deep that was full of miracles and grace that nothing could stop me. I am, and I will always be, I am.
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